Tuesday, November 20, 2007

That Day

Because a man,
was afraid of another man,
he left him behind,
not hearing what he had to say,
he lost his wallet that day.

Because a man,
was afraid of another man,
he left him behind,
not hearing what he had to say,
he lost his love that day.

Because a man,
was afraid,
him was he,
not hearing himself,
he lost himself that day.

Because a man,
was afraid of the unknown,
he kept to himself,
knowing hell on earth,
he lost his soul that day.

Because a man,
was afraid of fear,
he gave up freedom,
for safety,
he lost his way that day.

Monday, November 12, 2007

What To Do?

What to do what to do,
when the sheets,
they still smell like you do?

And now,
when I realize,
the days have turned too.
...
years,
sitting looking out the window,
where did the time go.
...
fears,
keeping me inside, yo,
wondering where did the time go.

What to do what to do,
when the pillow,
it still smells like you do?

I know,
clean smelling and still sweaty,
smell of you full and heady.
...
Unknown,
if you even think the same,
view my lusts with disdain.
...
Unforgiven,
I asked and you said yes,
what's left I can't guess.

What to do what to do,
when the past,
it still reminds me of you?

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

I Never

I never asked you if you loved me,
because I was afraid you'd run away.
I never asked you if you stay with me,
because I never found a way,
to trust you more,
than I trust in fear,
too late to look for more,
now that you're not here.

Ohoh I-e-eye,
saw right through you.
Ohoh I-e-eye,
never knew what to do.

I never know when,
I'm going to do it again.
You never new when,
a little loss was a gain,
to trust you more,
than I trusted fear,
too late to look,
knowing you're not here.

Ohoh I-e-eye,
saw right to you.
Ohoh I-e-eye,
believe you were true.

Ohoh I--eye Never,
no, never, never,
I-e-eye never,
tru-ly be-leiveevd.

Better now that I can,
exist in denial.
Better that then always,
heeding your heartfelt guile,
to trust you more,
than you trusted your self,
to lust once more,
and again hate myself.

Oh-oh I-e-eye-ee,
never believed in fairy tales,
but I-e-eye-ee,
dreamed you'd fight for me,
tooth and nail,
oh-oh Eye-EE,
never knew that I needed you,
and Eye-ee, ne-eh-ver...

Thursday, November 01, 2007

Lone Lie Ness

Photo of Gildas with head in hands
Lone-ly-ness
Spending time, in the company of stra-ang-gers
Lone-ly-ness
So detached, that you never see the dang-gers
Lone-ly-ness
Hmm uhm hmm hmmum


Lone-lyn-ness
You know it doesn't have to be this way-a-ay
Truth-ful-ness
Lying to yourself, just waiting for the day-a-ay
Self-ish-ness
What you want, what you need, can sometimes be the sa-ay-ame



Could of been, that you were simply wasting ti-igh-ime
Lone-lyn-ness
'cept you know, that you've caught yourself a'lie-ing
Lone-ly-ness
when alone, and the feel-lings make you cry-and
Lone-ly-ness
Hmm uhm hmm hmmum


Lone-lyn-ness
You know it doesn't have to be this way-a-ay
Truth-ful-ness
Lying to yourself, just waiting for the day-a-ay
Self-ish-ness
What you want, what you need, can sometimes be the sa-ay-ame



Now ya' think, on the time before to-day-ay-hay
Lone-lyn-ness
Hmm uhm hmm hmmum
Oppor-tunites lost-, things you wish you'd have say-a-ay'd
Lone-lyn-ness
Hmm uhm hmm hmmum


Lone-lyn-ness
You know it doesn't have to be this way-a-ay
Truth-ful-ness
Lying to yourself, just waiting for the day-a-ay
Self-ish-ness
What you want, what you need, can sometimes be the sa-ay-ame


Lone-lyn-ness
You know it doesn't have to be this way-a-ay
Truth-ful-ness
Lying to yourself, just waiting for the day-a-ay
Self-ish-ness
What you want, what you need, can sometimes be the sa-ay-ame